Very Unnecessary

I don't see myself heading anywhere, I tend to talk so much and always having a "want to know and get involve attitude" yet drifting is what I'm practising . Its pathetic i know. I feel bad not doing a good job in my position as an IUday Committee . But yea, I mean now that I just realised it I'll try my best. honestly I have nothing to write , nah not at 4.13am in the morning .See now I'm giving excuses .Stupid you may suggest , honesty is what I've project.