Blinded by awareness.

For the past twenty months or so, I've been flaming the will in me for the better ; everything from communication, thoughts, grammar, vows, cry's and directions.

Change, I've managed, so effectively by reading things I dislike to satisfy the crave for inspiration to carry on.

The steepest obstacles of pressure, fear for failure. Just another 'learning process'; he reminds himself ,as the mistakes were done.

A boring person I was unfolding, an attitude many find hard to hate or like. Lively smiles and dead laughs. I do realize ,wanting better doesn't translate into deserting ones self.
You can't change the system, reform it.
An experience to the expense of living, blinded by awareness.

AMEEN RUSLAN